waitwhatdoesthisdoagain

My name is Justin. I'm 16 17 18 19 20, a junior senior in high school lazy bum freshman sophomore in college. This blog is probably about cool cars, photography, anime, music none of my friends like, and video games.

What I mainly use:
Canon T1i, 70-200mm f/2.8L IS II, 24-70mm f/2.8L, 50mm f/1.4

WARNING: THIS BLOG MAY CONTAIN RANDOM BURSTS OF HNNG AT TIMES.

October 20, 2014
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Just wanna do car stuffs and take photos of stuff that I like you know…

Tags: but college and the paper and no monies hold me back feels bad man thinking
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Was having an alright day because I skipped my first class and did alright in my Spanish class and then the fucking film thing happened and I was fucking around in my other class and missed what the professor said and it’s fucking annoying me that I don’t know and now the fucking event song in school idol festival is ticking me off and I’m pissing myself off because I can’t play good with my index fingers nor my thumbs on fast notes and just fuck everything today man. I just wanna go home.

Tags: thinking fuck you i can do run on sentences as much as i damn want
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I had my roll of ektar taken to Walgreen’s by a friend to get developed like 2 weeks ago. Just got them back and it turns out they don’t send back your negatives. $14 and you can’t send back the fucking negatives. Fuck you.

Tags: thinking
October 19, 2014
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Wait. How the hell does nightcore get a station on digitally imported and not jcore?

Tags: thinking
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I can’t believe I’m listening to the nightcore station on digitally imported. I can’t figure out what the hell else to listen to.

Tags: thinking
October 18, 2014
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Tags: for real this photo is like inspirational one day
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October 17, 2014
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I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING.
AND THIS?
THIS IS ALL YOU CAN DO?
;_;

YOU COULDNT EVEN GET ME A NICO SR.
WHYYYY

I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING.
AND THIS?
THIS IS ALL YOU CAN DO?
;_;

YOU COULDNT EVEN GET ME A NICO SR.
WHYYYY

Tags: thinking
October 16, 2014
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Downloaded a photo by a photographer I look up to and looked through the exif data and stuff to see how they edit their photos. It was kinda shocking. I usually only do maybe +5 or +10 on things in lightroom but they had their stuff like +50 -20 and stuff. The way they edit is completely different from mine. I’ve always tried to not go too crazy on the sliders but I guess it’s alright to have at it. I dunno, I guess that’s just my style and their style.

Tags: thinking
October 14, 2014
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I think I just need to take a break from photos for a bit or something. I dunno. The advisor lady got upset at me for not getting names. I thought the writer was gonna have most of the people and would write the captions but she didn’t. The story was crap too. I just feel bleh after that. Like I want to do deep stuff that wins stuff like CPOY but I’m not good with talking to people and blending in. I feel like to everyone I’m just some dumb kid taking dumb photos. I don’t think I would be a good photojournalist. I think I’m more of a commercial photographer. Or something in between. I dunno. I just really hate writing captions and I’m not good talking to people, err most random people because I feel they immediately look down on me because I’m just some kid.

Do I even like taking photos anymore.
I don’t know.

Tags: thinking
October 13, 2014
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You can tell how bad of a day I had by how bad I play school idol festival.

Tags: thinking
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Now that I think about it more I shouldn’t have to have someone here to push/teach me. It would help but I just need to want to get better more. The nothing interesting happening on campus part still stands though.

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So yeah after about a week of not talking to me my roommate gave in and talked. Still kinda awkward but whatever.

Another thing, I was looking through the old CPOY screencast judging things and looking at all the cool photos and stuff really made me feel like I suck hard at photos. The way I’ve kinda been feeling is that there is no one here to kinda guide me to where I need to go, no one to push me. I feel like I’m stuck in this rut of just shooting like the bare minimum for-sure-to-be-published-because-no-one-can-shoot-usable-stuff stuff. Like I’m the one having to teach all of our “photographers” how to photo and there’s no one to teach me. I feel like at other schools they have multiple really good photographers that all try to one up each other and that’s how they get so good. And another this is that I also feel that almost nothing interesting happens here. Well probably off campus but I’m fucking stuck on campus. Dunno who said it but that saying “Location, location, location.” always comes to mind. Then there’s the equipment side. I work my ass off shooting everything I can and I haven’t been paid for like any of it. Damn it paper, I want to get better stuff for y’all but y’all aren’t letting me. There’s just so much I want/wish to do but everything just hold me back and makes me feel like crap.

Tags: thinking
October 11, 2014
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*looks up 240s on craigslist in local area*
*dies a little inside because of all the drift taxed shitboxes*

Tags: thinking rip buying a 240 ever
October 6, 2014
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THE PLACEMENT OF WORDS WHEN USING DIRECT OBJECT PRONOUNS IN SPANISH PISS ME THE FUCK OFF. SO MUCH BULLSHIT. FUCK SPANISH.

Tags: i fucking hate spanish thinking
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October 4, 2014
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Well, uploaded my photos for CPOY. #yolo #prollynotgonnagetpicked

Tags: thinking